Last night I did one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. I really feel broken by it but in the end, I know it was the right thing. Pain ebbs. Hopefully one day we’ll both be able to look back at it and see that it was indeed right. I hope. The sad thing though is that there really isn’t any way to know and be one hundred percent sure. There are always questions and what-ifs. Should I have tried to work it out? Did I do the right thing? Was I unreasonable? Was it really a lost cause? Would things have changed? There’s no way to know without continuing on to see. The problem with that though is that continuing on could make things worse. So all you can really do is look at it and make your best prognostication and hope for the best.
I chose to end the relationship. I hope I was right. More importantly though, I hope she’s okay. It was never a question of love. It was a question of sustainability.
Broken.
Last night I did one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. I really feel broken by it but in the end, I know it was the right thing. Pain ebbs. Hopefully one day we’ll both be able to look back at it and see that it was indeed right. I hope. The sad thing though is that there really isn’t any way to know and be one hundred percent sure. There are always questions and what-ifs. Should I have tried to work it out? Did I do the right thing? Was I unreasonable? Was it really a lost cause? Would things have changed? There’s no way to know without continuing on to see. The problem with that though is that continuing on could make things worse. So all you can really do is look at it and make your best prognostication and hope for the best.
I chose to end the relationship. I hope I was right. More importantly though, I hope she’s okay. It was never a question of love. It was a question of sustainability.